This year Christmas is not Merry and Bright for my family. In fact this is perhaps the saddest Christmas I remember. I hear holidays sometimes work out that way.. Life, Death, Illness .. Sometimes even brain injury. I was gone last week. Couldn’t do it. Too much shock then. Now numb and heartbroken. Maybe can’t tonight. One thing I miss is the music right now. The “holidays” since just after Thanksgiving have been a blur for me. I’ll be here playing some holiday music tonight and talking a little bit. If you want to call in, please do. If not, enjoy the music, Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas to you and yours.